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* Monday, June 20, 2005 * been in school since 8 in the morning... nearly 14 hours now. had lectures from 8-12 and 4-6... but the audio class after the 4 hours break was a disaster. felt asleep for almost half the time... don't really like audio especially when they took me out of photography for audio! heard that there will be a practical test in week 7... and what week is it now? 5!!! *agrh* feeling very tired... so many things waiting for me to do. deadlines are drawing near. but here i am blogging my time away... 1. song leading practice preparations (tues) 2. art test (thurs) 3. presentation written report (fri) 4. mission trip reflections/journal (sun) 5. film review "singin' in the rain" (next mon) and i haven't included the bible study, ongoing projects, never ending researchs, mountain-tall movies waiting to be watched... in times like this, i just feel like NOT doing anything at all. just feel like sitting down quietly with somebody and stone. i'm starting to be depressed again. the feeling of shutting myself from the world is invading my mind. starting to feel that it doesn't matter if i exist. feel like punching the wall with my fist. Labels: Random
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eh...try to be more motivated for school lah...dun let all the work and things to do get to you.
it seems that the course that you're doing is quite interesting mah...at least it's not all books and memorizing...imagine what your peers in JC are doing...think it's harder to be interested and motivated with Alevel syllabus lor. So look on the bright side...take things more positively. most importantly, look to God for strength and wisdom...it's when we are at our busiest, our most desperate, most frustrated...that we learn to rely on Him...ask Him to show us the big picture...show us what is really important. God has placed you where you are. You ought to make the best of it. Don't run away when you get frustrated. Fight! Persevere! No use getting all moody about it. Fight your bad emotions, fight the bad thoughts... Sit down...plan your time...think through...pray...
Hey, chin up alright? Michelle is right.
Anyways, sorry for the preparation no-go because most of us cant make it. I think we may end up practising the songs on the day itself, so you may want to do your preparations with wenjuin at your own timings. Sorry yah.
yup... i'm ok already lah. it was just one of the phase i always go through when there too many things in my hands and head. too many things happening at the same time. just needed to take a step back to think and pray...
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as for the practice, it's ok lah. but maybe you should phone wenjuin up... he came all the way down just to be informed that the pratice is cancelled. anyways, let's pray that things would go on well on sunday! # posted by
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